I agree with what you just said about aviation being unforgiving to those who are not 'competent'. I think you should do some research about OCD, it's not a permanent condition and there are ways to deal with it. And i was only looking for someone else who i can relate to. But of course you must have an 'association fallacy' in your replies. Not uncommon among people your age. No more replies to your comments from here on. Good luck to you.