EWL ..\
Mate, bite the bullet, get a loan or something!!! Get a discount flt to LHR, CDG or something and go fly on it!! It's only money and you can take your time to pay it back!!
GO AND FLY IT MATE, IF THAT'S ONE OF YOUR DREAMS - DON'T LET IT VANISH.
And then, so you won't be left without purpose in life, the next dream can be to pay it off!!
Seriously, GO DO IT!!