Feetnknees,
Mate! What's up? Surely someone coming on this forum and stating that they have been successfull gives others the chance to ask questions, and learn from their success.
This I believe is a positive thing, and, as our fellow postee on this thread did, is making a positive step towards attaining his goal.
Get positive mate, as soon as you give up and get negative and bitter, you may as well throw the towel in.