Thanks again for the replies.
As the days pass, I have been feeling generally better. The first two days I just felt stunned and shocked and couldn't get the images from my mind, then the next few, incredibly tired but a bit less haunted.
I did post the thread very soon after the accident, as it is hard to just wander up to people in a non aviation world and chat to them about such things, and I did need to talk/write about it somehow , but I haven't yet felt like discussing it verbally too much, and doing it here has been helpful.
Im appreciative of the information Ive gotten here and elsewhere, because just as the next person may go through something like this in a totally different way to me, my friends and family have allowed me to do it my way (which has been to take it easy and keep things low key) without judgement.
