Shon, you have it right in your first post. I've been in aviation ever since I left school, could never contemplate the idea of having to go out to work but this last winter's done for me. Can't post here what I think of my 'management', suffice to say my ambition is get out. Retirement would be wonderful,(I'll keep buying the lottery tickets), failing that I'm trying to figure out what the hell else I can do to pay the mortgage.. .Don't do it!