Information from another site. The proposal in the EU parliament was to reject the FTL proposals, so to vote against the FTL changes they had to vote FOR the proposal. It seems that a number of MEPs voted against the proposal thinking they had voted against the FTL changes but in fact they have ended up voting the other way round. There is a mechanism for changing a vote within 4 days and some are/will.
So it is quite possible that any voting list won't clarify anything at all as some may have voted the way they wanted to and some may not, possibly in either direction! If you're not happy with the way your MEP voted, it might be worth getting in touch to ask if they voted the way they wanted.
Hope this makes sense.