Coming onto the Rotorheads forum and asking whether you should fly fixed wing or rotary may skew the answers slightly. Perhaps that's what you wanted.
EMS, as far as I'm aware, is not easy work to get into and demands a great deal of a pilot for less pay than many corporate and a large number of fixed wing pilots make.
I don't know whether you already really know the answer and, while I agree that perseverance is generally a virtue, sometimes continuing down a path that isn't for you only makes the final decision more difficult. What others would choose is of little consequence because they aren't you. If doing something feels wrong for you then how will doing more of it make you feel better?
I don't really know enough about you to help but it seems like you may be looking for others to rationalise what you already know to be a mistake.