I also have a 120,000 euro of debts from flying lessons I need to clear.
This argument is poor. You must have known before you took on that level of debt that there were good odds that you would end up flying for Ryanair, and the terms and conditions you were likely to receive were poor. Either that or you just didn't do your research properly.
Dozens of new cadets start at flying school each month and even a cursory glance at PPRuNe reveals the nature of what awaits them at the end of training.
Why did you still do it? Because you desperately wanted to be a pilot! So desperate that Ryanair are now exploiting you.... and so the cycle goes on.