wannabee,
Look at the writing writ large on the wall. You cannot be serious
still thinking about a career in the R.A.F. There were loads of very talented
young men thrown to the wolves from Kinloss. The Nimrod has gone.
The only people making the news are the drones - sorry, the drone pilots.
If you stay, you will be holding - and holding - and holding on to nothing.
One more review and you could well be another casualty. How can you plan anything? Your family, your mortgage, your entire life - what ever - but nevertheless plan your way ahead. Answer= you cannot. The money you are talking about as losing is nothing on the grand scale. Get real and get out.
Get on the ladder somewhere else where there is a meaningful end game.
Dave M