It took a brave man to admit you have a problem. Well done. Can you imagine what would have happened if you tried to hide it at work??
You've done the right thing by seeking help.
Now it is time to accept that and enjoy the fact that you have "come out of the woods - back into bright sunshine" again
Enjoy those things you hold closest to your heart and if they are human beings - tell them!
You live to fight another day - well done.
When the moment is right (and you will know when that is)....think about flying again. It's out there waiting for you