Hi
hope I'm not going to make things worse here.
Same as you but got the IR, all first time passes except IR etc, etc.
Money worries, got a shed load,will have to sell house again within 3 to 6 months if no flying job, glad I have an understanding wife!!
Waited 10 months so far without a sniff of a job, lucky to be instructing really.
What to do? remember why you started down this road, when you get there it will be worthwhile.Stay optomistic and keep the end goal in sight, to late to give up now.
See you up there one day and best of luck.
FF