Trying to become a pilot with the best job in the world is a life long challange and reward.
The amount of people that have said to me, what excellent hobby/challenge/aim in life I have, and how much they wished to have a hobby/challange in their life.
I cant imagine how dull my life would feel without this challange that I have chosen. This makes me relise how important it is to have a challange in life.
Even if I dont make the final grade of sitting in the front of a jet, When die I will feel better knowing that I tried my best, than I would wandering "what if"... if I had gave up.
Good luck
mint