All is forgiven.
They say you're only as good as your last prod. Well that means I'm a legend forever since I plugged first time on my last tanking sortie and, until someone decides to stick a probe on a Hawk (a model that I'm likely to fly - I know there are varieties that can tank), my status won't change.
By the way, if I could remember my log in details then maybe I would.
BV
