Fade to Grey, relax. you're really getting grey, pal
Why it makes you so angry?
wooww, I see... they had not taken you, right? It is OK, man. I would suggest you "do not stop" do apply for others, probably your experience is not enough , or I'm sure your previous company had given bad reference.
No wonder, such pilot is more dangerous that hijacker. Talk to hand man and do not be so jealous I will take one of the aircraft to the base ..
there is one more thing, but I would better keep it ... because I am professional