Lance Levin,
Don't even bother.
I was chopped by HM almost 15yrs ago and am still gutted. It was something I had really,really wanted and even then didn't get through despite all my determination. If you're not sure now how will you feel when you go for a chopride? Ars*d or not? I think we all know the answer.
Ps I now fly freight for a living,earn 70k and dont have a mortgage but know where I'd much rather be. If you want to find me on a day off,I'm spending my (not very hard earned) cash on something that has a slightly higher workload than a bus. Apologies in advance to anyone offended by that but you really can't compare mil to civvy flying. Unless you just want to hours build.
Nuff Said.