As good as it gets--- a couple of years ago I was in the unfortunate position to find myself without a job.....full stop. I struggled to get a minimum wage job.
After struggling to pay the bills for months on end, I eventually found a job in a factory which entailed of counting ten packets and popping them inside a box. This lasted 12 hours a day for 3 days a week....7 days a week If requested,which often I had to do..#boringasf*ck
Eventually I gained employment as a pilot and have worked happily ever since,luckily with a mainline carrier. When I get bad days I put myself in the position I was in a few years ago.
I earned £200 a week in that job.
It's about time you sat back and realised how fortunate you are to be doing a Job that the majority of the population wish they could be doing., despite earning 90k+ a year.
As I said in a previous post, dry your eyes and quit crying like a child that's looking for a suck....