Why would anyone ever employ you if you if they see you are ready to pay them to fly!?
You are 25 so just keep your licenses valid, fly as much as you can at aeroclubs, towing, FFK etc. and you land a job one day with Golden Air, Nextjet, Malmö, or even SAS maybe in the future.
Paying for flying will only ruin your career, and the only thing you will get is MAYBE crappy conditions in a third world country.