Lizz
Do get your eyes checked as things maybe not as bad as you think?
I have a good friend who has bad eyesight which allowed him an FAA class 1 but he thought he would not get a JAA class1! It turns out that he can get a JAA class one.
If you do want to go commercial at some time then look at what can be done to improve your eye.
Post in the medical section here at pprune as there are people in that forum who will be able to advise and assist and point you in the right direction to start getting things sorted.
Pace