From a serving ATCO, all the best. I have no idea what you must be going through, but we are all with you, I believe that includes most of the 'Flying Community'. As a side issue also spare a thought for the poor soul who they tried to crucify over the incident in Kosovo. His case did not generate as much fuss, but, I believe he has gone through his own personal set of agonies supported only by a close few, and was himself betrayed by our 'Duty of Care' system. This incident must bring back nightmares.