just because no one pays for it, doesnt mean its free. and it's not cool to go on message board asking for ILLEGAL torrents. it'll get you banned.
the DEV worked hard to make a program that will work. the least you can do is pay him his dues.
as far as no one wanting to help you, that normally smells of attitude trouble.
and from your post, i sense you have an air of everyone owes me a living.
you either get by on your own hard work, and spend more time in the sim building getting used to the FM on the company's set up. or you can continue blaming everyone for your troubles and flunk out.