Since you ask...
Chuck!
Would you say the same things you wrote on your post 613, if connected to a lie detector?
If you say that, you should be very grateful to the Good Lord Who has protected you from your suicidal instinct.
If anyone had ever proposed to board his plane (and not a simulator, mind you) when he was about to perform a Take Off abort at V1, I would have said that I had to go to accommodate a relative coming from very far. And if, one, whomsoever: Chuck Yeager, Alan Shepard, Yuri Gagarin, after a HIGH ENERGY ABORTED TAKE OFF, had indicated its intention to Take Off immediately, and with a third of runway behind I had also vividly expressed my intention to go down, even on the runway, to admire him doing such a maneuver.