Denys I must say well done for logging on and posting about this, not many people would have the courage to do so.
As a low hour CPL I can understand that at the time you were under the pump and perhaps didnt have a clear mind to make a reject decision with things seemingly piling up on you, as said these things come with experience.
I like to think I would have rejected the take off, but I wasnt there that day and Im not you. As for the outcome personally Ive learnt from your mistake as Im sure you have. I hope your career dosnt take to large of a hit and you can move on.
I had friends waiting on a start at Gator when this happened, their demise is sad news for all indeed.