you have two hours?
give up now...learn something else and earn a good living, instead of playing golf, take a flying lesson now and again.
it is expensive, might not work out well...you could get an illness or injury which could stop you from flying.
30 years ago I was offered a job with apple computer...if i had taken it I would be rich...but I'm just a pilot now. EVERY ONE OF MY PILOT FRIENDS (major US carrier) resents the way the profession has gone, and hate going to work.