When you have to ask what the problem is.....
....then you will not be part of the solution crwass.
Your post is filled with too many I's and my's and that is part of the problem.
To be perfectly honest I think cxorcist is right with his statement regarding your username. And I bet it went through with the administrator on its first attempt, you probably did not even wonder why, did you.
Anyhow enjoy riding in the back of the freighter.
Now if you would excuse me, I need to find Gretchen