i agree with PK and MUTLEY go for it and dont look back , im in a similar position , i have ppl imc night ratings and was always told from an early age that id never make a pilot , well im getting there one hard step at a time, and i wont stop till i get there, listen to the advice from the other guys out there, work hard and do what you think is best, if you are determined you will make it , ive seen guys from my club go from ppls to working for airlines and all had one thing in common , utter determination.