It is a strange world. I hear a lot of fresh young guys complaining they dont find any chance, but opposite i hear also ( me included) that experienced people also dont get a shot. It is a paradox. Ans yes i'm fed up with this. At the moment i'm looking for a new job outside aviation. I dont know any industry which is so crazy and frustrating as this one. Strange, but somehow i'm hoping to find a new start and leave this madness behind. Never thought that my aviation career would end like this. (ow yeah, i'm still employed as pilot)