Mutt,
Disgruntled, not really! Yes I read WWW posts, and he has always had something good to say, even though we might not like all we read.
I firmly believe my chance will come, hopefully sooner rather than later, however I am probably in a better situation than most who gotten into this!
It is tiring to look for that first job, I have the money to do Lion if I wanted, but for me there are more important things than flying that takes priority, and that is my wife and daughter! So until the right chance comes, I will not jet out to Lion, and if against all the odds I had done it, I would have been very pragmatic about it, just my point of view!