Hi BIGS, if you don’t take the opportunity there’s a whole bunch of people reading this (myself included) who would form a very disorderly queue to take your place. I’m sure you could wangle some freelance IT trickery for the days that you are not rostered to fly, that way you keep a valuable skill up to date if the flying doesn’t work out and you keep an extra income. Sincere best wishes whatever your final choice and I hope it works out well for you.