TFDN
With respect, you are wasting your time from the point of view that you ask reasonable questions to which a number of us with significant and broad aviation experience have taken the time to carefully answer and offer advice from our perspective to which you tend to post a few days later announcing that you've basically decided to disregard all the well intentioned recommendations based on the uninformed posting of another wannabe dreamer. If you are genuinely serious about a career in professional aviation, there are so many things you could be doing with your time rather than posting questions such as the above.