Sadly, the OP shows a truly monumental immaturity and lack of judgement.
This is becoming a genuine concern for me and others; only recently I was chatting with some visitors from a couple of major European airlines about our impressions of freshly-qualified commercial pilots from some of the big schools. We all agreed that there are some serious problems with people, to put it in Top Gun terms, whose mouths are writing cheques their bodies can't cash. They show some worrying behaviours associated with over-confidence and a lack of willingness to accept and deal with their mistakes. These are not welcome qualities in the flight deck.
One school at least has taken action to try to address this failing, partly as a result of unfavourable feedback from customer airlines.
The OP's very best course of action is to learn from this enormous mistake, delete his first post (which will delete the thread), and hope this matter is forgotten and no-one later puts two and two together. As others have pointed out, this could turn out to have been a career-shaping move should the dice roll the wrong way for him later in life...
Last edited by frontlefthamster; 22nd March 2012 at 09:27.