Well if you have such a passion work 4 jobs, sell your grannie, dont eat.
Do anything just don't expect it to be handed to you on a plate. Spend £40,000+ on the training, work for poverty wages for a few years instructing and if you are VERY lucky you might get a 'proper' job flying something with more than one engine and a propellor.
Sorry to **** on your strawberries but I thought I would open your eyes to the wonderful world of aviation.
Wouldn't miss it for the world though
28th,,