Mpala If you don't mind me saying so that is a dumb question as different Pilots will have different views and all sorts of things come into the equation.
I suggest you stay in the office until such time as you can decide exactly what it is you want in life. Why do you want to be a Pilot??? What is it about being what you think the job entails that is heading you in that direction? I then might be able to tell you whether your dreams are likely to be realised.