You and me both mate!
I am off all week this week. I a couple of hours a day. Instead all my booked flights have been cancelled due to xwinds or general atmospheric nastyness (doing circuits so instructor was unhappy with xwind) and then good weather days were already booked up. How does everyone in my club know what days are flyable in well in advance 'cept me
That first solo remains just out of reach...but soon