I am not going to write my life career history here but I am truly amazed at the utter refusal by " wannabees" to see reality here.
This career is now so stupid you really would need to see a psychiatrist if you were seriously considering it!
Spend massive amounts of money to join a holding pool of thousands for one chance in a thousand for a job that pays less than a paperound!
Really good, intelligent thinking that is?
Please guys. See the world for what it is. Stop dreaming, imaginging that it will all be different for you. I have seen too many shattered lives.
When and if things get better, a lot better, then maybe give it at shot. But now? You must have eggs in your head or worse!