elrehab - which airline did you start at? PM it to me if you don't want to say on the forum.
You should know that almost every one of the 6 airlines I have worked for require you to know word for word commands and/or drills or some kind. For 6 weeks you give your life to study, study and more study. Once you've passed and online things fall into place.
Flight Attendants are there for safety. Service comes second so don't expect to spend much time on service training at the majority of airlines.