Hi,
Dont get me wrong im ok with a check ride and the instructors and examiners in my club are extremely nice guys.
Financially times are hard and i was trying to get the money together for an hour and was really just trying to get up there on my own (for that personal achievement feeling) without having to spend more money with an instructor... Im wise enough to know my safety, public safty and the safety of the schools plane is much more important than money. Guess i just proven to myself and others who may read this how easy it is to let personal circumstances get in the way of rational thinking!
Thanks guys