White Night
You must have worked for a pretty dodgey airline to think EK is good. But you must be the classic case of Stockholm Syndrome or suffering from being basically dellusional.
Put it out of mind. In a way it is not a bad traite to have. Just ignore what is going on around you and get on with your life. Ignore that we are flying 93 hours a month. Don't worry that Emirates 'does what it wants with the contract always for the negative. Love living in Dubai and the trappings of 3rd world living.
Have fun