Crash Barrier,
It isn't a fair system, and I don't think anyone is saying it is. Nevertheless, Touch & Go's post is absolutely spot-on. But I do rather get the impression you're not listening. You want sympathy? OK, you got it. But now get up off your butt and dust yourself off and carry on, and stop moaning and insulting people.
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Whirly
To fly is human, to hover, divine.