I had my assessment at CTC today but didn't get passed the first round. All I have ever wanted to do career-wise is be a pilot and it has now made me question it. Before the FPP came along I had already been looking at the various FTO's and options for training with a view to taking out a loan to fund it myself, so when the FPP came along it felt like it was perfect timing. But now that I haven't got through at a relatively early stage of the process I'm wondering if funding it myself is such a good idea. If I don't have what it takes now to be taken on by an airline, then will I ever? I didn't help that CTC wouldn't give any feedback whatsoever, so I have no idea where I went wrong or if/how I could improve. It's all be a bit disheartening and upsetting really and I have no idea where to go from here! Any advice?