Been there and probably still there.
As a wise man Leonard Cohen sang. I fought the bottle but i had to do it drunk. Its an on going battle i,ll personally never win. I,ve lost everything, including a marriage. Too scared to ever admitt the real problem.
Your truely brave and honest. The most heartfelt and couragious post i,ve ever seen on Prune.
Goodluck Sunny. You have everyones support, and best wishs.