To wheeliebin.
So let me get this right, you took a command to look after yourself, undercut your mates who were probably telling you how **** the deal was that you were about to sign, but you still looked after number 1 and now you don't like it????
typical!
"you make your bed, you sleep in it" come to mind?, i hope you can improve your t and c's but at the the end of the day the only person to blame for your current conditions is you.