l am a licenced pilot, ATPL with 13,500hrs, gliding gold " C", with 3 diamonds, just over 2500hrs and some 10,000+ instructional flights. And the various instructor ratings you would expect.
Well, I'm very happy for you.
Con, just spill. You seem to be hurting.
Spill what? And no, not hurting, whatever you mean by that.
Just out of interest, who are "those who matter" apart from yourself of course ?
Well, ya got me. I didn't post what you have in quotes. As for abuse, what abuse?