Dont worry Miguel. everyone here has oun desires and needs.
The right choice for me couldnīt be yours.
Everyone has one point of view, and usually can be different from others.
There are a lot of reasons for a professional pilot leave his actual company and move to another around the world, eg. security, life style, family, roster, carrer growth, money, etc.
Once divert, never look back.
I donīt think you are stupid.
You did your choice and I wish you be happy about it. Thats the matter!