years ago, close to 10 I interviewed with MAM, got the job, but subsequently didnt get through the Emergency Procedures training. You could say I cracked under pressure on the final day and forgot one word in my drill for 767.
Are you "blacklisted" and are you ever able to apply again?
I know its the school of tough love so I am not really hopeful, but nearly 10 years later I would love to fly as much as I did back then.