and generally make you feel wanted and a little bit special.
Aww bless. I didn't realise you officer types were so sensitive. It is a shame though and somewhat sad that you have to pay somebody to make you feel wanted. Were you bullied at Public School? Did your parents make full use of their CEA to close you away in some private school so they could get on with their lives without the embuggerance factor of having you around? I feel really sad now, usually I am annoyed but you have touched a chord in me and I feel for you.
Are you receiving counselling?