Thanks Darryl - it's not easy.
You don't say why you left - was it your call or theirs?
If you're interested in getting back into the industry keep your licence current; I know it's expensive but you've invested so much already. You know better than I do but I'd be real surprised if there is a stigma attached to having worked for Solenta. As long as you've not got any skeletons in your cupboard there's every chance you'll get another chance.
Prove them wrong Darryl - go get a better job & one day when you're sitting doing .82 at 370 you be the judge as to who the winner was.
Stay with your dream - it's achievable.
4HP