Originally Posted by
cmh67
For those of you that are pilots I hope and pray that you never have to live through this experience and then face the childish and critical comments that have been displayed on this thread... ... regarding a horrific experience that haunts every moment of my day and night.
cmh67,
This forum is probably not the best place to be to help get your head around recent events.
May I suggest you give consideration to seeking professional counselling? Being able to talk through your feelings about what has happened in a totally safe environment will help to quell the nightmares.