Thank you all for your replies. Maybe I should see a psychologist. It's important to not over think or over analyse, I mean my last flight on the course we were below 2000ft and I was completely fine. How is it rational to be fine at 2000ft but not 4000ft? Madness. It's just frustrating because I can't just jump on a plane and face it. Good to know I'm not the only pilot (I say pilot I've got about 12hrs!) to experience these thoughts.
Do any of you know if going to a psychologist would go on any medical record which would damage an airline/military application?
Thanks again, I'm sure I'll be laughing about this in a few years time
