Well,
I was expecting different replies, but, after all the CRM courses and the FLIFHT SAFETY propaganda, we keep the pilot's essence, if it flies, I can take it, it doesn't matter if it is upside down and without flight controls or fuel pumps,etc, etc, no matter what, just give a good hotel to relax and don't, ever, think to assign me to fly in economy and eat that food, I have a reputation, you know.
Perhaps is the enviroment (east Asia) and their way to look at this problems that has got me a little stress.
In the meantime I'll go and get a better insurance, and, at least, leave my family more protected.:o
Cheers.