Luke Mate
I sympathise
The problem is effective use of TIME
This whole 0hrs to Airline mallarky
takes a whole load of money and TIME
Its harder to quit than to carry on - you
have invested too much of both
You could be only one call away from that job ..
In theory the girlfriend should support you but flying on the other hand can become obsessive and other things are ignored.
Sometimes its helpful to have a rest .. because it can help one to see things in perspective .. but .. remember
.. winners never quit and quitters never win..